just look at her, so small;only 4 1/2 months old-holding her own bottle. Days before, she was dependent upon her mother to provide her with nourishment. How I miss those breast feeding days. I have a dear friend that says you will know when you are done having babies when you see other peoples babies and not want one of your own. I'm looking at my own baby now and in this photograph;are you kidding me? NOT WANT MORE??? I realize that once they are mobile, children are a bit harder to raise, but man, this baby stage, why does it have to end? Children are a poor man's wealth and I am a VERY rich woman indeed!

The library, the library

So, I'm at the library cause our computer isn't working properly. It's peaceful. The only noise is the noise of the speedy typists in the room. It's kind of annoying. There's a kid playing games and he just keeps hitting the keys repetatively-it's noisy, but what do you do? Now there's a little girl out there screaming-talking loudly I should say-but I can guarantee the noise would be much worse at my house. That's the way it is I guess. now someone is banging the keyboard. complain complain complain. I'm just not inside of my own comfort zone I guess. I'll have to adapt. I'm hoping that I'll be able to get/find a good deal on a "homemade" computer, I mean I really hope I do. I called all the loan places today to find out the interest rates of our loans. Holy cow-some sure are high. With the sailors and soldiers leave act the interest rate goes down a great deal, that's nice. Aflac is paid for, and so is the health insurance-those are some bills I won't have to worry about so that'll be nice. I can't find anyone to work for me. Friday night. No one is cooperating. It's really a bummer........I might still go visit my friend, and then just leave at like 3. I could call in sick, but everyone knows that I need the night off, so probably not. The home show is this weekend, and we really enjoy that. Jerry will be gone though, so that won't be much fun without him. He's got guards for the weekend, and then on Sunday he flies out to Las Vegas for a weeks worth of school/training. I'm not sure what he'll be doing exactly-I told him to take some pictures for me. We'll have to see how that goes. I really want him to do that-I'll never get there, I'm sure. He's staying in a hotel on the strip. It should be interesting. We have to come up with the money to pay for it and then the guards reimburses us. Marie is going to help us as we haven't go the funds. Well, I need to go now. I'm going to use some coupons and get supper-should be delicous!!!!!~E