hey

hey, it's been a while. things are going ok for me here. i wonder if my mil and i are on the verge of a break up. i don't mean that literally, it's just that sometimes we don't always see eye to eye on things and then i give her a piece of my mind, and she just sits there and cowers in a corner. today was one of those days. we never apologize for our behaviour. not in this house at least. and i was reading my friends blog and i wonder if she doesn't have a point. do we really need our family? i have also recently gotten into a fight with my husband. what is going on here? I don't mean to be fighting, but there seems to be only one voice being spoken, which is mine, and it's very frustrating for me. but of course i need them, and yes i love them, but sometimes it's just a little overwhelming.~E.